so.... the last little bit i have been going over and over in my brain what i want to accomplish in MA and what my goals are and what i want above all regardless of my physical condition...... and i came to the conclusion that i definately want to be a fighter. i want to test myself and my body to discover my limits and hopefully discover how much stronger i am than i give myself credit for. i want to learn to be able to trust my body and myself. and with this latest injury, that goal has become even more important to me.
so i started going to the gym a lot, and exersiced outside of the MA gym, and proved to myself that i have the determination i need to reach my goals. and after i proved it to myself, i talked to my ajarn and i get to join the fighters class and work toward becoming a fighter
i am really excited! it is right up there with feel i had right before my black belt testing. i was so excited i was bouncing off walls!